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About Me Member Wannabe Novelist Kayla Hamilton18/Female/Australia Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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18 year old writer and photographer. Interested in the dark & macarbe but fascinated by the beauty and fragility of life. Inspired by the horrific, the terrible, the decaying, the passionate and the human mind. Warm heart, fragile mind and an undying love for all thats complicated. Loves music, tattoos, meditation, the sun and peppermint green tea.

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  • Current Residence: Adelaide
  • Interests: Writing, music, photography, meditation, cuddles
  • Favourite movie: Howls Moving Castle
  • Favourite band or musician: Children of Bodom
  • Favourite genre of music: EVERYTHING, except most country.
  • Favourite photographer: Regne Sigmund, Matthew Cooke, Christine Kessler, Ruth Harriett Louise
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox
  • Tools of the Trade: whatevers available

Livin' on a Prayer

Sat Nov 28, 2009, 9:20 PM
Bon Jovi is currently in my CD player, Crossroads, the best of album from 1994.
I remember when I was about seven years old, maybe eight, and I took this album from my mother's CD collection. That christmas I got my first CD player as well as my first acoustic guitar. I was going to be a rockstar, either a guitarist or a lead singer, it didn't matter what but all I knew is I wanted to be a rockstar.

All my friends were going to be Spice Girls, don't get me wrong, I loved the Spice Girls but I played the whole "my favourite bands write their own music" elitist draw card at the early age of eight. I remember dancing and singing along to "Livin' On A Prayer" but my favourite was always "Someday I'll Be Saturday Night." That was the first time I knew about musics try meaning, why we have music. It told a story of people doing it tough, living on the streets, being abused but constantly working so they could get to their "saturday night", there time to shine, when life would be good to them. Even though I was just a kid, I got it. I understood. I had this epiphany, I was going to change people's lives with my music.

Ten years on, I'm still trying to write the music I've always wanted to write and I think I am finally getting there. I am playing in a band called The Lolitas and we are recording our first real demo tomorrow but I am writing stuff for myself to record as a solo artist. I didn't think I would be able to do it but I in the past six months I have awakened something in me that makes me believe I can.

In my previous blogs, I have mentioned that I was starting to meditate. Since then, my meditation practices have exceeded my own expectations and helping me to forget limitations. I have become a channel and I am learning to release the pain and the heartache I have carried with me for all these years. My pen has been working overtime, to the point I am writing in my sleep! My poetry is now turning into songs, with the help of my beautiful guitars that are instilled with love. I've learnt how to be balanced and how to release.

For the first time in my life, I believe I am truly happy. I know what love is, I know what life is. "I am taking each day a night at a time," and I couldn't be happier. I have almost lost 10kgs as well. I have no limitations anymore and I am reaching beyond what I thought I ever could.

Much love and light,
Kayla.xx

Ps. Get ready for many, many submissions.

  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: Bon Jovi
  • Reading: "The Lightworkers Way" by Doreen Virtue,
  • Drinking: Water

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Thanks for the fave!

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Hey girl,
Are you coming to the next meet? I am trying to get all the models/female photographers to come in pin up (dosent have to be vintage). I though it would be a great way to involve them too. What do you think?

Next SAphotos Meet.

Next meet will be held at Adelaide zoo.
This should be fun for all you animal lovers.
Sunday the 13th of September, on the lawn at 12pm.
Bring a very small plate of food to share
Family members are more then welcome
This meet is for all our members, models and photographers. Hope to see you all there!

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I will try my hardest to get there, sounds really fun though! I love the zoo, and pin-up for that matter :)
It's so hard to find leisure time at the moment though, so I'm not going to make my promises but I will trying my guts out to get there :)
:iconsouth-aussie-photos:
great :)

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